In a comment on my last post, my dear friend and author of the incredible As the Lonely Fly, Sara Dowse, exhorted me to ‘forget the Methodist upbringing’ and rest big. That reference to my distinctly Protestant Christian childhood hit me like a B-Line bus barrelling down Pittwater Road. I’ve never considered myself a blamer but if I had to point the finger at the root cause of my own personal work addiction madness, I’d blame the Methos and the Scots. Allow me to explain.
When Lucy Pevensie meets Aslan on her second trip to Narnia in Prince Caspian, she asks why he didn’t jump in and save them like the previous time in The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe. Aslan answers, ‘Things never happen the same way twice, dear one,’ which sums up precisely my feelings about this second go at chemotherapy.
It must be a quirk of my brain that a scene from a movie or lyrics from a song pop into my head when I’m trying to ‘allegorise’ (is that even a word?) a set of circumstances on this Big Breast Adventure. I’d blame the chemo, as I have for any vagueness, forgetfulness or just plain stupidity in the past four years, but this is something my family will attest has been an annoying fixture of my temperament for ages – long before cancer darkened my door. And I’m about to do it again now, dear readers, this time pointing you in the direction of the indomitable Shirley MacLaine as Doris Mann in the late, great Carrie Fisher’s book and film Postcards from the Edge.
Dear readers, I’m thrilled to tell you that this blog is a repost of one I wrote for ‘The Universe Talks’ website TUT.com, established by Mike Dooley author of such works as Manifesting Change, Infinite Possibilities and The Top Ten Things Dead People Want to Tell You.
I signed up to receive Mike’s fabulous ‘Notes from the Universe‘ many years ago, long before My Big Breast Adventure started. These little notes are delivered to my email inbox daily, free of charge and I find them welcome, whimsical reminders that each day above ground is a good day.
Please enjoy this repost and if you like the sound of any of the books mentioned here, be sure to click on the links provided and order from my new friends at Australia’s largest online bookstore, Booktopia. That way you can get the goods despatched right to your door!
All the breast and bless you for reading.